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Thursday, August 7, 2008

Emotional realizations

I never thought of myself as a very emotional person, especially with being in police work. I have seen the worst of the worst and it doesn't seem to phase me at all. I often wondered if I even had an emotional side......
Well having my babies has changed all that. I think I have cried more tears in the past 5 years than I have my whole life. Tears of sadness and happiness. I realized this today as Adriana had her last day of dance camp. All the parents and grandparents came into the studio to watch the girls put on a dance show of all the dances they learned in the past weeks of dance camp. I sat there watching my baby girl do all her dances and watched her face glow with the pure joy of putting on her "show". I felt the tear swelling up in my eyes. I quickly wiped them away hoping that no one could see them. I glanced around at all the other parents to see if they were as proud and teary eyed as I was.......nope, I'm the only pitiful one in there crying as I watched my baby perform. What a sap I have become with my kids. I even get teary eyed thinking of the day I have to send them off to school and I still have one more year. So I have concluded I am an emotional and sometimes it can be a little embarrassing. So for all you out there who joked and called me the ice queen, I can definitely say I do have an emotional side!
Oh and I will post pictures as soon as I can get them downloaded onto a computer.

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